i kinda thought that was obvious. i can't just go and think about doing better for myself if it means walking out on people i care about while i'm at it!
it'd be different if it were something we were doing together. besides, you've been in your fair share of dangerously hot water. and i try not to ask too many questions whenever possible.
( Give him a minute or ten there, Balthus, because this is a lot to take in.
It isn't that Yuri isn't interested - how could he not be, Balthus is one of the most loyal, strong, ridiculous people he's ever met - but rather he'd never let himself entertain such a thought. He's spent so long convincing himself that he doesn't have time for love, doesn't deserve it, won't ever find someone who'd be interested in his lifestyle, that now that someone's willing to take a chance on him? It's a little difficult to wrap his head around, to say the least.
As such, he's going to buy himself a little more time with: )
listen, pal. if you're not into the idea, you can say it. wouldn't be the first time i took my shot at somebody way outta my league, so i'm man enough to take it.
but if you're holding back from something you want 'cause you're hung up on yourself, or who you are or what you've done, then as your friend i can't in good conscience let you let a good thing go by like that. what kind of bro would i be, letting you miss out on a chance to be happy?
see, and like i said, i can respect that. it's no hard feelings, and you can still count on me for anything, that's never gonna change. i promise.
but i think you're wrong about yourself, yuri, and someday someone's gonna come along who makes you believe you're as special as you are, and i hope when they do, that you can take a chance on
( Balthus' pre-emptive rejection response makes something twist low in Yuri's chest, followed by a spread of warmth at the tender sincerity in the other man's words. He's always known he was soft underneath all those muscles — brute strength keeping a sensitive core well-protected — but Yuri never imagined Balthus would offer him that part of himself as well.
It's humbling to say the least, not to mention deeply terrifying, but if Balthus is willing to try ... )
Yes, you fool. Yes. Don't make me say it again.
If you're really willing to commit to being an idiot by taking a chance on me, then I'm willing to do the same for you. I can't promise it'll be anything like what you expect, or that I'll be any good at it, but.
hey, hey, i am what i am, so i might as well commit to it 100%, right?
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listen. i already know why you do all that stuff you do, and when i don't know why you do it, i still trust that you're doing it for a good reason. i've got your back, just like always.
you go wherever you need to go, and i'll go where i need to go. but maybe when we're done, we'll come back to each other, huh?
( Keep being this sweet and cute, Balthus, he dares you ... 8') )
Alright, how about this: you can spend your last gold piece on me to show me how important I am, then when you're destitute in the aftermath I'll help you out.
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it'd be different if it were something we were doing together. besides, you've been in your fair share of dangerously hot water. and i try not to ask too many questions whenever possible.
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( Is Yuri misunderstanding something?? )
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but hey, since when do i ever listen to good reason, anyway?
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( Give him a minute or ten there, Balthus, because this is a lot to take in.
It isn't that Yuri isn't interested - how could he not be, Balthus is one of the most loyal, strong, ridiculous people he's ever met - but rather he'd never let himself entertain such a thought. He's spent so long convincing himself that he doesn't have time for love, doesn't deserve it, won't ever find someone who'd be interested in his lifestyle, that now that someone's willing to take a chance on him? It's a little difficult to wrap his head around, to say the least.
As such, he's going to buy himself a little more time with: )
I thought you only liked women!
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Fortunately, great reason has indeed met its match in Balthus von Albrecht.]
so did i! actually, i still do like a lot of women...
so i guess that's still the same. just it's not "only", is all.
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And you really think you could be happy being with someone like me? Get that true love thing you want?
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but if you're holding back from something you want 'cause you're hung up on yourself, or who you are or what you've done, then as your friend i can't in good conscience let you let a good thing go by like that. what kind of bro would i be, letting you miss out on a chance to be happy?
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Alright.
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but i think you're wrong about yourself, yuri, and someday someone's gonna come along who makes you believe you're as special as you are, and i hope when they do, that you can take a chance on
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IGNORE THAT
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really??
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It's humbling to say the least, not to mention deeply terrifying, but if Balthus is willing to try ... )
Yes, you fool. Yes. Don't make me say it again.
If you're really willing to commit to being an idiot by taking a chance on me, then I'm willing to do the same for you. I can't promise it'll be anything like what you expect, or that I'll be any good at it, but.
I'll try, Balthus. I will.
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[Balthus...]
listen. i already know why you do all that stuff you do, and when i don't know why you do it, i still trust that you're doing it for a good reason. i've got your back, just like always.
you go wherever you need to go, and i'll go where i need to go. but maybe when we're done, we'll come back to each other, huh?
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Coming home to Balthus von Albrecht ... you know, I could get used to that.
So, since we've got all that out of the way: are you going to take me on a date?
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before we get to that...i don't suppose i can borrow some gold?
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[spoilers: he was not, strictly speaking, kidding]
i'll figure it out. can't have you thinking i'm a lowlife or something! now, let's take it back a couple steps so i can ask you properly and all, huh?
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Balthus. Be serious for a moment. If you need money, I've got more than enough put away to give you a little extra if you've run short again.
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but i've got my honor, too. i can't have you thinking gold's more important to me than you.
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Alright, how about this: you can spend your last gold piece on me to show me how important I am, then when you're destitute in the aftermath I'll help you out.
Deal?
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wait, is that more like it...? hold on...uh...
nah, i like the sound of it! all right, down to my very last piece of gold, then! but instead of spending the last one, i'll give it to you to keep.
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( It's a little bit funny ... this feeling inside ........ )
I almost wish you were here, just so I could shut you up myself.
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[ i'm sorry yuri this is what you've signed on for, this dumbass ]
only almost? 'cause i may not have all the gold, but distance is one thing i can easily fix.
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Well then, you'd best get fixing. I'm finishing up some work in the classroom - fortunately there's no one else hanging around at this hour.
Join me?
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Sorry this took a hot minute, Noct event kicked my ass!
no worries!
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